I was considering deleting all my past posts and really starting fresh... but then I realized that I wanted those old posts as proof that I can do this, I'm capable of losing weight. I've done this before, I can do this again. 

I've gained so much weight in the past year and a half. I'm the fattest I've ever been and I hate myself for it. Sometimes it's easy to just block it all out and keep shoveling my face with chips, but it's becoming harder and harder to get dressed in the morning, most of my clothes don't even fit anymore. So, I'm starting over. My best friend gained some weight recently and is fasting until she sees her boyfriend for the first time in a while on Sunday, so I'm joining her! She doesn't know about this Xanga, our how obsessed with my weight I used to be, but we're both on board for a fast to get ourselves back on track. I'm definitely fasting all of today, it would be amazing if I could fast for three days straight, but since I haven't done this in a while it might be harder than it used to be. I'll take it one day at a time.

In the meantime, it's time for some stats and thinspo!

STATS:
5'5
151.2 lbs. (This number made me jump off the scale. My "normal" used to be 128 and I thought I was gigantic. 151 is soul crushing)
22 years old

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And do you girls have any tips for a successful fast? Any input would be appreciated!

I'm nervous for my weigh in tomorrow morning. My exercise has been on track but my diet hasn't been all that impressive. I think I've been trying too hard to restrict, and it just makes me too hungry at the end of the day. I need to slowly restrict more and more calories, instead of just trying for a drastic change all at once.

I'm in love with the elliptical. I can tell my stamina is building up, I'm starting to last longer on it.

I have class during dinnertime again tonight, I'll either bring a healthy snack or do my best to skip it all together.

If I don't update before bed tonight, I'll be posting tomorrow with the results from my weigh in. Last Friday I weighed in at 138.0, and I'm really getting sick of that high number...

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Good luck today ladies!

I didn't succeed in my fast today, I lasted through dinner but then ate before bed. Instead of beating myself up over it I'm just going to do better tomorrow. My spring classes start tomorrow and I actually have a class in the evening so I wont be sitting around my house tempted to eat. I've read a lot of blogs lately on the benefits of a fast, what do you ladies think of them? I'd love all opinions!

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Alright ladies, I'll post again tonight with my own intake and outtake, plus some thinspo. But since there is SO much hype over the royal wedding, I figured it's about time we see a Kate Middleton thinspo post. After all, you have to look good to marry royalty.

KATE MIDDLETON THINSPO:

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