I was considering deleting all my past posts and really starting fresh... but then I realized that I wanted those old posts as proof that I can do this, I'm capable of losing weight. I've done this before, I can do this again.
I've gained so much weight in the past year and a half. I'm the fattest I've ever been and I hate myself for it. Sometimes it's easy to just block it all out and keep shoveling my face with chips, but it's becoming harder and harder to get dressed in the morning, most of my clothes don't even fit anymore. So, I'm starting over. My best friend gained some weight recently and is fasting until she sees her boyfriend for the first time in a while on Sunday, so I'm joining her! She doesn't know about this Xanga, our how obsessed with my weight I used to be, but we're both on board for a fast to get ourselves back on track. I'm definitely fasting all of today, it would be amazing if I could fast for three days straight, but since I haven't done this in a while it might be harder than it used to be. I'll take it one day at a time.
In the meantime, it's time for some stats and thinspo!STATS:
151.2 lbs. (This number made me jump off the scale. My "normal" used to be 128 and I thought I was gigantic. 151 is soul crushing)
22 years oldTHINSPO:
And do you girls have any tips for a successful fast? Any input would be appreciated!